I read a quote today and it really rang true. It made me realise that part of me doesn't want to get better... part of me thinks that if I beat my 'demons' as suck, I will lose every last trace of my being. For so long, my mental thoughts have controlled my life and who I am to the point that I've lost my true identity. I don't know who I am anymore. I thrive on helping others but I completely forgot about finding myself. My brain told me that it was irrelevant but now I'm starting to fealise that knowing who I am is a vital step in finding something worth fighting for. Right now, I'm a burden, a stress provider and a happiness Hoover. I just want to know who I am.
Is that really too much to ask for?
Keep fighting, S x
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